The 2018 Spring Krissie Mix

Well, this one’s been a long time coming.

I’m only 8 days late getting this out the door for the season, which isn’t too bad. But you should know that I originally intended to put it out in January as a second Winter Mix. So, because that didn’t happen, the Spring Mix is a little longer than usual.

Enjoy the roller coaster ride this playlist will take you on. I recommend cocktails on a patio while listening. Happy Spring!

Get the liner notes here, if you’re into them.

Reason To Bleed

So often, we think about artists as having this innate talent that just pours from them like water from a fountain. We think creativity comes easy to people that have these gifts. How many times have you thought, “Oh, I wish I could be a singer, a writer, an artist, an actor my life would be so great!”?

The truth is, most people think of the arts as passions, hobbies – to put it simply, as “fun.” For many artists, this path is the only possible choice – it is simply what they feel born to do. But the path isn’t easy, and it’s not always fun, and there are sacrifices that come in chasing it. Families. Holding down other full- or part-time jobs. Making almost next to no money for leaving a piece of themselves on the stage, vinyl, paper, or canvas. Playing to empty venues. And although we forget it because they are often so poised and confident in their art, they struggle with their own demons: acceptance, validation, self-worth, too.

Matt McCloskey is an artist that I’ve followed for only a little over a year and a half. When I found his music, I felt a very profound connection with the emotions in it. But getting to that music wasn’t easy for Matt. Last year, he and Austin filmmaker Steven Bush filmed a 30 minute mini-documentary that tells the story of the struggle to put out this wonderful 5-song EP. They called it “Reason to Bleed,” and I don’t think it could be more appropriately titled.

There’s more music in the world today than ever before. Not all of it has substance. Much of it that does goes unheard. How do you find the will continue making art that means something when you’re not sure if anyone will listen? Matt’s search for this answer is heart wrenching and inspiring.  Steven Bush has elegantly captured Matt’s journey in such an unhewn, genuine, and brilliant way. Whether he’s shooting in Matt’s home or in a venue, he manages to catch these slices of reality that anyone can connect with… A moment where Matt questions his own words, a hastily scrawled note from husband to wife, a conversation with a fan about the new album, a child’s unadulterated love for her parent…

This film is so real, and there’s so much in it that I personally identify with that it’s hard for me to talk objectively about it. I cried at points while watching it; there’s simply no artifice in it. Matt is unabashedly raw and exposes his feelings in ways people just don’t anymore. It is refreshing, and I’m sure it was incredibly scary to put out there.

I hope that you’ll take 30 minutes to watch this film. And I hope that it the next time you go to a concert, watch a movie, pick up a book, look at a painting, you’ll remember it.

More Matt McCloskey:  Web | Facebook | Twitter | YouTube | Buy The Hard Rains EP on iTunes or Amazon

Reason To Bleed

Last year, I stumbled upon the music of Matt McCloskey while looking for something new to listen to.  One listen to his Hard Rains EP and I was hooked.  I have described the sound before as a more accessible Ryan Adams, but it’s more than that. His songs ask the questions that I am facing in my own life right now, questions that at some point I guess every adult asks themselves:  Am I happy with who I am?  What am I doing with my life?  Is it enough?

Steven Bush, a film maker in Austin, chronicled Matt’s battles with these types of questions and his pursuit of songwriting.  The result, a documentary entitled Reason to Bleed, is set to be released in August.  As I sat and watched the trailer on my lunch break today, tears pricked at my eyes.  Takes guts to put yourself out there like that, in your songs, and now, in film.  Gives me mad respect for this incredible songwriter.

The Hard Rains has been taken down from iTunes, but you can download it for free over on NoiseTrade (at least for the time being).

Check out the trailer.  Then go listen to Matt.

More Matt McCloskey:  Web | Facebook | Twitter |

More Matt McCloskey

I’m kind of obsessed with Matt McCloskey‘s music right now.  Some fella was nice enough to post a series of videos on YouTube that he shot last week at Matt’s show in Austin.  I just love the way he talks about his music – it’s so honest its painful.  “I thought I’d get better at being alive.”  Jesus – don’t we all?

Not Tonight/The Hard Rains

50 Cent Heart

Thanks to Lenny Sharp for posting the videos.

More Matt McCloskey:  Web | Facebook | Twitter | The Hard Rains on iTunes

Something New: Matt McCloskey

I’m in love again.

I like to check out music that artists I like talk about. So when Lamar Stockton started posting about a singer-songwriter I’d never heard of before, I clicked.  And listened. And after a few go-rounds with Austin’s Matt McCloskey‘s lyrics and raw voice, I was spellbound. Game over, done. I was going to tumble hard for this one.

I first downloaded his latest EP, The Hard Rains, which came out last December (You can pick this gem up for free right now on Noisetrade).  My first thought was “Like Ryan Adams, but more accessible.”  The more I listened, the more the lyrics spoke to me.  The absolute heart-wrencher – one of the saddest songs I have ever heard – is “Not Tonight.”  Funny how a song doesn’t have to sound sad to be sad.  The entire EP is that way, full of acoustic guitar goodness, haunting instrumentation, and carefully crafted, but simple lyrics that demand self-introspection. “What if your life wasn’t as hard as it is, if the things keeping you down didn’t exist?  What would you do?  What would you do?”

I got busy downloading everything else Matt had on iTunes:  2010’s Let It Burn, and 2009’s These Times Won’t Last.  And every song is as good as the one before, if not better.  I find myself wrapping myself up in these tunes, falling asleep to them, listening to them over and over in the car, passing the hours at work with them as the soundtrack.

And so here I find myself, in love with another artist.  And happily so.  Betcha a buck that if you give Matt’s music a listen, you will be, too.

More Matt McCloskey:  Web | Facebook | Twitter | The Hard Rains on iTunes